"Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah , dan janganlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamu orang yang paling tinggi darjatnya jika kamu orang-orang yang beriman"[Al-Imran:139]

Tuesday, June 16, 2015

Pregnancy Diary: 1st trimester

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum wbt

Alhamdulillah, all praise to Allah dah melepasi trimester pertama pregnancy.Syukur.
Memang tak pernah berhenti risau and hoping that Allah will always protect my little baby in the tummy. Banyak lagi minggu to go.Moga Allah terus lindungi kamu baby dear. Sesungguhnya memang tiada daya upaya kita tanpa izin dan kuasa Allah.

Sejak tahu that I am pregnant, berharap sangat that tak ada alahan atau morning sickness yang teruk-teruk. Boleh bayangkan kalau ada alahan yag teruk for sure I will be super mengada means lembik je manjang and tak larat nak buat semua benda dan of course manja yang lebih sket.heee... Which kurang sesuai buat masa sekarang sebab keadaan mr Husband yang tengah serabut dengan bermacam-macam benda (pindah memindah, kerja,study, etc...) I wouldnt want to add some more burden to him walaupon he always mention that its his responsbility and he doesnt mind at all untuk melayan si bini yang mengada-ngada..heee..thank you dear.

Alhamdulillah, pregnancy pertama ni tiada sebarang alahan. Boleh makan apa saja dan boleh smell anything, tiada muntah-muntah. Cuma I frequently had diarrhea. huhuhu. Saya juga lebih mudah rasa penat sekarang ni especially kalau buat kerja nonstop. Tambah pula beberapa minggu since pindah ke kelantan, me and husband selalu travel ulang alik Jeli-Tumpat since our house masih kekurangan kelengkapan untuk tinggal di situ. In case I did something tanpa henti akan ada tanda-tanda untuk pitam. Jadi kalau nak buat apa-apa haruslah banyak stop and rest. Contohnya seperti memasak, I have to start masuk dapur very early sebab I will have to frequently sit and rest. Pernah once I start cooking a bit late and was rushing to finish up everything which end me up dengan almost faint, menggigil, short breath dan lesu.

On the 11th week baru I get to go to the klinik kesihatan ibu dan anak in Jeli untuk buat buku pink selepas selesai segala urusan angkat barang ke rumah baru walaupon masih berulang dari jeli ke tumpat. The clinic is quite near to our house and mr Husband's office. Jadi senang dia nak drop me dan balik ofis sekejap kalau ada apa-apa yag penting while tnggu segala prosedur untuk jumpa doctor.Alhamdulillah everything went well except for one thing yang makes me and husband a bit worried. My Hb level was quite low. the minimum level of hb a pregnant women should have is 11mg but mine was 9.6. Jadi this expalins why I keep feelig tired da rasa nak pitam. The nurses and doctors semua macam risau as if it is sangat bahaya jadi both of us jadi semakin la risau. Hopefully it doesnt give any bad effect to the baby.

Since my Hb was pretty low, doctor has given me ubat and vitamins dan ask me to eat a lot of natural foods that contains high iron. Maka Husband and Mother in Law dengan semangatnya memborong all kinds of green vegetables especially spinach, lots of fruits dan daging dan limpa dan hati.  Walaupon I dont have any alahan to makanan tapi I couldnt eat much. Sama ada tak selera atau cepat kenyang. Jadi it was a struggle to finish up the foods especially kalau MILyang masak, tak sampai hati nak makan tak habis..huhuh

2 weeks after the 1st apoinment I was ask to come again to check on my Hb, ambil darah for thalesimia test dan minum air gula (awal-awal dah kena minum sebab I have a family history ad diabetes) . Since I  have been taking all the medicine without fail dan makan quite a lot (walaupon MIL ckp I only ate a little, tapi I think I have eaten quite a lot compare to before) of buah dan sayur dan lauk-lauk berzat besi, I was hoping that my Hb will increase walaupon sedikit. Sadly my Hb drops to 9.0. It was sangat heartbreaking. Hopefully the baby gets enough blood dan oxygen that he needs to develop well. May Allah protect you dear. lagi dua minggu I have to come again. Harus usaha lebih lagi untuk tingkatkan Hb., insyaAllah.

WhatSoEva~ This new experience taught me and husband a lot. Kami belajar untuk benar-benar bergantung harap pada Allah yang Maha Kuasa. Banyak lagi perkara yag kena beajar but  I am enjoying this new experience. Although husband is serabut and tired dengan bermacam hal he is also excited,much more than me I think, hehe. I am just so happy to have him by my side throughout this new experience. Alhamdulillah for everything. Moga Allah terus jaga dan lindungi kamu my dear until you are safely delivered healthily, insyaAllah.



May Allah Bless~

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