"Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah , dan janganlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamu orang yang paling tinggi darjatnya jika kamu orang-orang yang beriman"[Al-Imran:139]

Tuesday, June 30, 2015

Pregnancy Diary: Almost Warded

Assalamualaikum wbt

2 days ago  was my 3rd appointment at te KK Jeli. Normal pregnancy mommy will have their appointment once a month but since I have aproblem wth my Hb Level,  have to see the doctor every 2 weeks. Anything is fine with me as long the baby is ok.

Appointment kali ni saya perlu minum air gula sekali lagi sebab the last result dikira tidak valid since I was have quite a frequent diarrhea before the test. minum air gula kali ni pun will only be done kalau saya tidak mengalami diarrhea sepanjang 2 minggu yang lepas. Alhamdulillah, right afer the appointment I only had diarrhea once jadi boleh la teruskan dengan mium air gula yang sangat idak sedap itu... Alhamdulillah the result is normal showing that I am not having diabetes. Tapi I  have to do the test again during my 25th week pregnancy.

Selain minum air gula of course I had to do FBC test untuk tengok my Hb level. Again the result drops. Kali ni my Hb is 8.5. Ya Allah, I was so worried.  Since my Hb is dropping every 2 weeks walaupon dah makan ubat, the doctor suggested me to be warded untuk dimasukkan darah. MashaAllah . teruk sangat ke sampai nak kena warded semua. Tapi dactor then decided untuk berbincang dengan pakar dulu sebelum buat keputusan. So I was referred to the pakar OnG untuk penelitian on my case. the specialist decided untuk tunggu lagi 2 minggu to see my Hb level meaning tak perlu warded dulu untuk masukkan darah. Kindda lega sedikiti..tapi if thats what it takes to give the best to the baby I rela je...hehe.. I asked the pakar about ubat Iberet Folic yang dibeli di Farmasi (sebab KK tak keluarkan ubat tu) sama ada saya boleh cuba untuk consume ubat itu instead of ubat-ubat given by KK. I actually knew about IBeret folic through my readings kat blogs dan google, Ramai juga pregnancy women yang ambil iberet untuk cuba naikkan Hb A good friend of mine yang turut ada masalah Hb during pregnancy pon advise me to take Iberet. The Specialist agree to let me try Iberet and see the result dalam 2 minggu lagi. Kalau dah ambil iberet Dah tak perlu ambil vitamins dan acid folic sebab Iberet dah menandungi semua tu. Hopefully the Iberet will helps to increase my Hb dengan izin Allah.

The doctor also advise me on pemakanan. I have to make sure that I take my 3 daily meals(breakfast, lunch dinner). during lunch and dinner HARUS ada protein dan sayur hijau ye... erkkkkk mmg a big struggle ni. May Allah make everything ease, insyaAllah. Right after raya I have an appointment dengan pakar pemakanan untuk beri nasihat dan panduan sebenarnya on what I should eat.

I was sangat-sangat berharap that the doctor will do the ultrasound scan to see the baby.I kindda miss he/she dan plus I was always wondering how they are doing. With my Hb low condition I was always worried about te baby's condition (Rasa macam nak beli mesin ultrasond tu je letak kat rumah boleh tengok hari-hari..heee) . Malangnya on my 2 previous appointment they didint do the scan. Agak kecewa. Hopefully the baby is doing fine, insyaAllah. May Allah protect u sayang.

In this two weeks, haruslah makan sebanyak mungkin zat besi dan vitamin c dan doa banyak2 di bulan Ramadan ni moga semuanya dipermudahkan, insyaAllah.

Till then,

May Allah Bless.

Tuesday, June 23, 2015

Pregnancy Diary: Ramadhan

Assalamualaikum wbt

Ahlan Wa Sahlan Ya Ramadhan. Ahamdulilah, Allah ketemukan kita sekali lagi untuk berada di bulan mulia ini. Moga kita dapat manfaatkan segala waktu yang ada untuk merebut segala ganjaran yang Allah telah sediakan di bulan ini,insyaAllah..

However........ Saya si ibu mengandung yang tidak berpuasa..hee...Dari 1st Ramadhan memang belum mula berpuasa. Ini kerana, semasa temujanji yang lepas, doktor dah pesan awal-awal untuk tak berpuasa dulu until my Hb meningkat. I was a bit frustrated actually sebab I have been practicing fasting since a few weeks of my pregnancy. Doktor tak benarkan puasa bukanlah sebab takut saya akan jadi super penat ke apa (walupon memang akan lembik based on masa practice puasa) tapi risau that kalau puasa I will take less amount of food jadi mungkin my iron intake pon akan berkurang which sepatutnya at this time I should eat a lot untuk tingkatkan my Hb. Jadi, knowing that Islam juga beri kelonggaran kepada ibu mengandung untuk tidak berpuasa, I decided untuk tidak mengambil risiko. However, since I am not fasting kena la makan dengan sebanyak yang boleh kalau tidak sia-sia saja la tidak berpuasa. May Allah ease everything insyaAllah,

Tapi syukur sangat sebab I have no problem on performing other ibadah macam solat fardu, terawih, tahajud, etc (nak dengan tak nak buat je) . However, kadang-kadang kerana terlalu lama berdiri saya mudah untuk rasa hendak pitam dan juga kaki jadi agak lenguh. Jadi terpaksalah berehat sekejap di setiap rakaat. Moga terus diberi kekuatan dan istiqamah untuk beribadah. MOga Allah terima amal yang tak seberapa ni, insyaAllah. Another thing yang buat saya sedikit risau setiap kali hendak ke Masjid for terawih is  kalau terpaksa frequently pergi toilet. A pregnant woman mmg akan ada masalah ni which is sering nak membang air kecil. my only solution is to not drink so much water during maghrib.

Ahad depan insyaAllah will be my next appointment. Moga ad berita baik dan baby is doing fine, insyaAllah.

Cepat je rasa masa berlalu. Moga kita ditemukan dengan Malam AlQadar, insyaAllah.

WhatSoEva~ Missing umi,abi,adik beradik,uwais dan  rumah salak dan rindu nak Ramadhan bersama. But Alhamdulillah I have my in laws here :)

Till then,

May Allah Bless~

WhatSO

Tuesday, June 16, 2015

Pregnancy Diary: 1st trimester

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum wbt

Alhamdulillah, all praise to Allah dah melepasi trimester pertama pregnancy.Syukur.
Memang tak pernah berhenti risau and hoping that Allah will always protect my little baby in the tummy. Banyak lagi minggu to go.Moga Allah terus lindungi kamu baby dear. Sesungguhnya memang tiada daya upaya kita tanpa izin dan kuasa Allah.

Sejak tahu that I am pregnant, berharap sangat that tak ada alahan atau morning sickness yang teruk-teruk. Boleh bayangkan kalau ada alahan yag teruk for sure I will be super mengada means lembik je manjang and tak larat nak buat semua benda dan of course manja yang lebih sket.heee... Which kurang sesuai buat masa sekarang sebab keadaan mr Husband yang tengah serabut dengan bermacam-macam benda (pindah memindah, kerja,study, etc...) I wouldnt want to add some more burden to him walaupon he always mention that its his responsbility and he doesnt mind at all untuk melayan si bini yang mengada-ngada..heee..thank you dear.

Alhamdulillah, pregnancy pertama ni tiada sebarang alahan. Boleh makan apa saja dan boleh smell anything, tiada muntah-muntah. Cuma I frequently had diarrhea. huhuhu. Saya juga lebih mudah rasa penat sekarang ni especially kalau buat kerja nonstop. Tambah pula beberapa minggu since pindah ke kelantan, me and husband selalu travel ulang alik Jeli-Tumpat since our house masih kekurangan kelengkapan untuk tinggal di situ. In case I did something tanpa henti akan ada tanda-tanda untuk pitam. Jadi kalau nak buat apa-apa haruslah banyak stop and rest. Contohnya seperti memasak, I have to start masuk dapur very early sebab I will have to frequently sit and rest. Pernah once I start cooking a bit late and was rushing to finish up everything which end me up dengan almost faint, menggigil, short breath dan lesu.

On the 11th week baru I get to go to the klinik kesihatan ibu dan anak in Jeli untuk buat buku pink selepas selesai segala urusan angkat barang ke rumah baru walaupon masih berulang dari jeli ke tumpat. The clinic is quite near to our house and mr Husband's office. Jadi senang dia nak drop me dan balik ofis sekejap kalau ada apa-apa yag penting while tnggu segala prosedur untuk jumpa doctor.Alhamdulillah everything went well except for one thing yang makes me and husband a bit worried. My Hb level was quite low. the minimum level of hb a pregnant women should have is 11mg but mine was 9.6. Jadi this expalins why I keep feelig tired da rasa nak pitam. The nurses and doctors semua macam risau as if it is sangat bahaya jadi both of us jadi semakin la risau. Hopefully it doesnt give any bad effect to the baby.

Since my Hb was pretty low, doctor has given me ubat and vitamins dan ask me to eat a lot of natural foods that contains high iron. Maka Husband and Mother in Law dengan semangatnya memborong all kinds of green vegetables especially spinach, lots of fruits dan daging dan limpa dan hati.  Walaupon I dont have any alahan to makanan tapi I couldnt eat much. Sama ada tak selera atau cepat kenyang. Jadi it was a struggle to finish up the foods especially kalau MILyang masak, tak sampai hati nak makan tak habis..huhuh

2 weeks after the 1st apoinment I was ask to come again to check on my Hb, ambil darah for thalesimia test dan minum air gula (awal-awal dah kena minum sebab I have a family history ad diabetes) . Since I  have been taking all the medicine without fail dan makan quite a lot (walaupon MIL ckp I only ate a little, tapi I think I have eaten quite a lot compare to before) of buah dan sayur dan lauk-lauk berzat besi, I was hoping that my Hb will increase walaupon sedikit. Sadly my Hb drops to 9.0. It was sangat heartbreaking. Hopefully the baby gets enough blood dan oxygen that he needs to develop well. May Allah protect you dear. lagi dua minggu I have to come again. Harus usaha lebih lagi untuk tingkatkan Hb., insyaAllah.

WhatSoEva~ This new experience taught me and husband a lot. Kami belajar untuk benar-benar bergantung harap pada Allah yang Maha Kuasa. Banyak lagi perkara yag kena beajar but  I am enjoying this new experience. Although husband is serabut and tired dengan bermacam hal he is also excited,much more than me I think, hehe. I am just so happy to have him by my side throughout this new experience. Alhamdulillah for everything. Moga Allah terus jaga dan lindungi kamu my dear until you are safely delivered healthily, insyaAllah.



May Allah Bless~